Well, here i am again contemplating decisions i've made and decisions i need to make... why does life have to be so damn complicated!?
I miss coaching... a lot.
I still want to move to California... soon.
I'm so sick of going through this. It always happens. When am i ever going to be truly happy, and not just temporary happy?
Apparently my meds don't work.
And i'm tired of feeling lonely.
3 comments:
awwwww...... :( be happy! turn that frown upside down! cheer up buttercup! :)
i am here if you need to talk ........ call me! :)
we love you and you are always welcome to come live with us!
Have you thought about why you think life is so complicated? Wherever you go and whatever you do...nothing is perfect! Changing jobs and where you live doesn't change that. There will always be trials...and it's not about being happy...it's about being productive and enjoying what you do. You have been working too much and not spending enough time with Christina, James and Elle, and us. And living in an upscale rich family's home has probably depressed you a little. You are truly a blessing to me so I hurt when you hurt. What can I do?
mom could not have said it better. you seem to think if you change something, you will find happiness. you need to find it within yourself. i know, i know, easier said than done. i remember thinking the way you do...but i came to realize life is way to short to not be happy. IDK, maybe that comes with age. lol
IMHO, you are working too much. it's about balance. even if you love a job, if you over do it, you will get burnt out.
sending you big {{{HUGS}}} i love you and am here for you anytime you want to talk or for anything.
p.s. if you want to coach again i could talk to coach jamie. let me know. :)
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